Ina - I Wanted You

I'm feeling so down. i'm feeling so low. to slow down and look back, or to go ahead and no turning back? tell me, i'm desperate.

p/s : i wanted to but i can't.

Oh pls, you're not doing anything but pushing everything to me even your own personal stuff, and yet, you're complaining saying that i'm outta my mind? c'mon, you did nothing at all still, i tolerate them. then, you kept me waiting and ignore me. i'm doing my best to do it already. i have my own work to be done as well. you are certainly not the only one who's occupied. i've had enough of you already.

p/s : it's meant to be solo instead of two.

i'm confuse, am i?

i'm done with you.

Mini Holiday

OMGudness, it's B.T.S. time *it means Back.To.School. time* lols. why must time past so quickly? had a lifeless yet a great holiday. not exactly larh but at least it's better then schooling days. so wad had i done during holidays? hmm, going for movies continuosly, seriously almost all the movies i finished them already, including 18pl+ de. i tell u ppl, dun even watch DayBreaker. it's super heart attacking. u won't able to breathe properly when u're watching. well, at least for me it is. oh yea, alice in the wonderland. i was actually expecting something better then tat. the poster like so interesting n nice to watch but the movie Zzz. to me only. oh yah, there's one show, i tot it was eng movie, but it was actually canto. the title like so interesting, but the show ended up comedy type de. it's 'just another pandora box' btw.i got attracted by the 'pandora box' nias. lols. hmm, was not really pleasent going cinema watch actually. there's guys sitting beside me crossing his legs up, then the guy behind me burp, then all those ringing tones. oh my gudness. polluting my mood. wahahahahaha. oh yes, i haven't got my hair cut yet. lols. if i do things according to the schedule, then it's not me already right? blahahaha. ahh yes, i jz remember the existance of my homework just now tidying my bag. n stop nagging me doing homeworks. i jz simply can't control my short-term-memory specifically specially for homeworks! n i tell u, i got no fate wif books as i jz can't be bother to even flip them. lols. n no, they're not excuses, they r my theories =) anyway, during this holiday, i had such a big discover. is tat i sick everytime holiday is here. not reali tat sick lah but fever, sorethroat, cough, n the most popular flu. hmm, gonna sleep already. i need to n suppose to. lols.

p/s : am really glad tat u r wif me when i needed u the most.

heart attacking only. lols.

Minor Update.

I noe, my blog dead for a month dy. nvm. when i'm happy = alive, when i'm down = even better. actually not only mine. but i notice tat ppl tend to complain n complain n complain in their blog most of the time. n i'm one of them. bcox right, when ppl r down, they tend to find someone or something or anything tat can help to express their feelings n hoping tat it could help them to cool down. instead of going boxing, constant whining on the phone, shopping or working 24/7 mad, n etc etc, now ppl trend blogging. lols. ppl very funny de loh. depends on their mood, sometimes they public their blog, then they turn it into private n the routine goes on n on until they finish emo-ing. yes, tat's the only conclusion i get as far as my observation. i noe, i'm speaking scientifically out of a sudden. i dun like it either. but i had a dream tat i fail my chemistry last night. all thanks to 'zhou gong'. u noe, the one tat play chess wif ppl in the dream? instead of dreaming m'sia got BooM, i dream tat i fail my chemistry. niceee. anyway, the weather recently is like darn it warm. n my s2pid-idiot-dumb-gay dog, being so smart, sleep on my blanket n cushion. no it's not cute at all. okay lah, i admit he's cute. i tell u, he's far more then jz a dog. he snores when he sleep, he open up his legs a.k.a. chicken feet expecting me to help him put on blanket for him, he act like he's injured as if very kelian which i fall for it n i brought him to the vet n he ended up running here n there miracle-ly, n he act cute everytime after he pee or shyt. no, there's no mistake. they r all true. it's the fact. he's super tricky and smart. tat's y i say, he more then jz a dog ! anyway, am sick right now. having fever n sore throat. having all sorts of colourful pills. white = fever, yellow = flu, pink = sore throat. oh yah shyt, i 4got tat i'm suppose to hav my haircut tday. Zzz. nvm lah, bro sleeping, he oso cant drive me there. he siao i tell u. after skool jiu rush for camp. then come back concert. then back school then go for another camp. hyperactive. lols. oh btw, since i'm too lazy to use the card reader for my camera, i simply google another pic to show how gheyghey act cute =)

p/s : i'm desperate for may to come. i'm simply desperate.

yea, he look something like this but meaner. lols.

S.T.O.P.

Hmm, went out wif my pal on sat after skool. well, we suppose to go by cab but after numerous attempts of calling and hrs of waiting, we decided to walk over although none of us noe the way much. anyway, we still go for it and we took extra 5 minutes to reach there compared to those hmm, regulars? lols. anyway, we're going out again on wed. it's the only day tat is convenient for her becox she hav to wait for me as my class finish later then her other days. ahahahahaha. yea yea, i noe i noe. everybody is like in the CNY mood except for me. i jz hope tat it comes faster for the sake of the holiday. give me a break! u wanna noe something? becox i'm telling u something. lols. yea it's kinda funny as u see, i was like skipping skool very often last year n tat i dun reali hate skool tat much. n now, i'm hating the skool so much n yet, i'm attending classes every single day. gudness. if it wasn't for tat damn it cert, i am certainly skipping skool like there's no tmr. is not like i hate the skool, is tat when ppl r showing faces to u, yelling at u, showing attitudes to u, shouting at u, accusing u, i dun think any single soul would actually L.O.V.E. going to skool anymore?oh n also the lecturing, nagging, demanding. i often find our skool demerit system r kinda retarded. they keep on telling u to do this do tat or i'll demerit u. they thought tat it actually works on everybody but they didn't noe tat it jz doesn't n nvr will work on certain ppl. yes they always say tat they r glad n r willing to accept students comments but i doubt tat they actually bother bout it? hmm, maybe the furthest they would do is to critic bout the comments given during the extremely-waste-of-time n bored-to-death assembly? yea this is how they work things out. anyway, shall not continue my whinning here or they would say tat i'm trying to spoil the skool reputation. lols. okay, i'mma going to slp. din reali hav tat kind of U.S. time to rest although i did nthg at all. oh btw, did i mentioned bout this? i dun think so. yea, my camera cable is missing. aiks.


p/s : i'm reali glad tat u're here wif me although it's only for a short while n i'll appreciate, cherish it.

Random

Haiz, tday such a mess doing the s2pid chemistry peka experiment. i repeat oso get roller coster reading. gud lah. treat me like this. wtshyt. anyway, i chged the reading n randomize it. lols. it's not accurate though. hehes. oh gudness shyt, another 2 hectic weeks till CNY break. sian daooo. yes, i'm counting down every single day. i'm despo. wadeva. so fast feb already. although i still think tat it's too slow until cny break ! haiyah, say jiu say is B.R.E.A.K. but cfm teacher stack us wif hwks = no diff = doesn't concern me much. wahahaha.

Dun try to challenge my patience. dun push it. dun even try to dare me. i'm telling u. everyone has their own limits n my limits are bias to negative. i'm saying this becox u jz simply cross T.H.E. line. it's jz a simple theory tat i am very sure even a kindergarden kiddo can understand it. so why can't u? pls lah, why muz u make things so major complicating when it's jz a minor ignorant stuff? a little light bulb on ur head would be very much useful now.

i like the finger part. s2pid.

p/s : i'm not feeling it.

1st Present Received

Hmm, i wonder any of u still remember ur 1st eva present received? any, any presents. b'day, present, or etc. well i do, but i'm not gonna tell u wad it is. hahaha. i'm not sure if any of u feels the way like i do, but dun u jz love receiving presents? well not to say materialistic. but wheneva i receive a present from anybody, i would feel like i'm being cherished and pampered for hu i am. well maybe i'm a little sensitive but when u receive a present = ppl think of u = u mean something something for somebody for hu u r. oh n if u see ppl saying 'aiyah nvm lah, wish me enuff dy, present is nt important'. bullshyt. try ask ppl around u, n see if they love receiving present a not. well maybe diff ppl diff thoughts. but to me, u dun anyhow give presents okay? u only giv present to the person tat mean something to u. ahh yes, i'm indirectly admitting tat i dun give present to ppl. hahaha. well not dun lah, but rarely loh. u can't reali anyhow n randomly pick a present u noe? it's kinda insulting n hurting to tat person receiving. maybe u dun realise it but when ppl appreaciate ur present like hell where as u jz got it for tat person randomly jz to being fake. oh pls. keep the present. like this might as well dun giv at all. at least u wun hurt tat person. but in my opinion, it's not easy n it's not like everyday u get to find somebody tat means something to u. which means important. so why not u show n tell the person tat u reali do appreciate and glad tat person exist in ur life? i tell u, if u wan to give present to tat someone, give it sincerely or i'll shyt u like shyt. no larh jking. wad i'm trying to say is, if u wan to do things, do it sincerely or the person involved might get hurt becox of u. of cox there's some cold blood creatures out there tat dun even giv a damn care bout it but pls lah, dun be piece of shyt like them. wahahahahahaha. so ppl, after reading this. dun u jz hav a sudden rush to giv ur someone someone present? *wei, b4 tat giv me present 1st, i inspired u de hor!* ahahahahahaha.

lametard! hahaha.

Warning

Yesterday, yes it's yesterday. it was the merentas desa day. uh huh. so the whole school were practically all in whites. hmm, nthg much to say bout it except for the fact tat it was tremendously boring? oh n they chged the venue from outside school - inside school. to me hor, to only lah, is like everyone of us got punish for no reason n tat we hav to run the field. LOL. oh gudness i'mma so lame, i noe. wad? it's nice being lame. no lame no fun. hahaha. lametard! okay enuff wif my lameness.

WARNING : THE CONTENT BELOW IS OUT OF HUMANITY. *p/s: dun ee yerr or omg when u read this. n if u're feeling sick do not blame me. i've warned ya =)*

Yes yes, it's back to yesterday. again. it's finally our class to bisect F.R.O.G. which i had mentioned earlier in my post. n now, i shall tell u ppl wad kind of humanity exist in my class. hahaha. everyone, well not all lah but most of them, were freaking excited bout it. actually each group suppose to 'study' a frog of their own but since not all of us are able to buy the F.R.O.G. we actually just 'watch and learn'? anyway, back to the F.R.O.G. there was 3 of them, small - medium - large. so yea, 3 of them die for them, yes them not us, i'm not involved =x i tell u, do not eva mess up with them becox u hav no idea wad they could do to u. they actually pin it to the dunnoe-wad-some-sort-of-board and started it off by peeling/cutting of the skin and then using the blade/scissors tearing the flesh apart. it's dead already due to excessive of chloroform. n ppl were like tearing apart the organs n digging out the eye ball. well they actually wanted to take the tongue out as well but becox it's too hard so ended up didn't. still, they did cut out the organs n ripped off every single of them. it's smelly btw. yes above all is the humanity shown of my class. of cox they r still some serious humanity exist. hahaha. *phew* or else i'll be freak out becox i'm gonna spend the rest of my form 5 wif psycho maniac a.k.a. biantai. jking lols.

Okay, maybe i exaggerate it a little bit but it's all TRUE. i dun mean to say anything or comment bout it *which i already did by posting this* but come on lah, the 3 living innocent creatures are willing to die n let u observe their bodies even bisecting it jz to let u see how the heart pumping goes on. but u ppl play wif the organs n making fun of it instead of something else better. i admit tat i'm no different wif them but i'm jz wondering if anyone ever tot tat the acts above had seriously crossed the line? oh yah, one more thing. ppl were like screaming n eeyerr n euww n blah blah blah saying it's disgusting n etc. momentarily after they bisect it, they r taking their own sweet time playing wif the organs n all sort. if u ppl r afraid wif it, dun bother to play wif its organs lah. wtf. play until so syiok. i dun see anyone of u saying tat F.R.O.G. is awesome b4 tat loh. shyt u ppl.

p/s : once again, i hav to say tat above all are just my thoughts and my opinions only. i do not mean to offend anyone but if u reali do get offended, sry lah, dun bother to come to this blog anymore becox this is me n i will not change anything bout it.

tat's the topic of the day : F.R.O.G.

something like this as above.