Lazing Around In the Morning

These few days, don't know why keep updating the blog. Am i being too carefree? I think i am, because i am suppose to go for my test later and yet, i'm typing this post. Really don't know how to use my time wisely even though it is last minute revision. What to do? Open book mah, but seriously, there won't be time for me to ''open book'' though. Well, i admit waking up early in the morning because i know that i haven't finish glancing through the 6P's. I just can't bring myself to study them. Especially there's someone sleeping right in front of me. Actually the test starts at 2p.m. but since i am staying like, so freaking far and the "school bus" is not available during school holiday, i gotto advance 2 hours earlier, going to school at 12p.m. That's ridiculous. Even earlier then my usual school hours. Last night, was talking about all the schooling memories, the most exciting part was copying homework from each other. Right, 4 more days and i'm done with my freshmen year. After that, will be having a short break. Let's start to think about what to do during the holiday. Work? I don't know about that, i mean, it seems to be a waste of my sem break. If i really want to work, i might as well stay here and work right? At least the currency will be higher. I miss my gaygayz alot!

look at him! sooo freaking cute. tat's my boy :)

p/s : mystery shopper and branded goods buyer.

Lotus Seed

I'm having my study week right now. Yea, no school, no waking up 6am in the morning, but whole lots of revision. So it's actually something like lotus seed. There's sweetness, yet there's bitterness. Oh well, something that cheer me up is to have lunch with he and she. Had a really good time ever since, don't know how long ago already. Oh and, not to mention those really thoughtful brownies. I actually recall about an old tv series that i would really love to have it as my collection. I saw them on taobao website selling, but i don't know if it's real or not, summore the delivery is only available within China.

4 types of different brownie.

super flavourful cendol. rare to find these over here.

p/s : 苦心莲.

A Cold Valentines Day

Well, the title said it already. It's valentines / forever alone day today. It's very hot here, but two of my beloved (under one roof) is actually having cold war, and I, so happened to be the middle person, also known as 和事姥（姥instead of 佬because i'm ah gal :D ) Anyway, it's kinda ackward but thats okay, things gonna soothe out real soon, I promise. Met my aunt to have dinner outside just now before we headed home. My valentine date this year. Hehehe. She said that she's my substitute of my guy. Hah looks like i will be dating her for some time since all my darling, sweetheart, qing ai de, babe is not with me. That's okay, at least i'm not the only one.

but still, celebrations are still on!

Texting MunWai now while doing my revision. Nah, i'm distracted, that's why i'm here. Hmm, UT coming soon already and i'm so not prepared for it. What to do? Last minute mah, is like this geh lar. Sigh, still need to bring my s2pid laptop to repair when my UT end, i don't even know how to go to the service centre loh. Going there alone, again. Bo lang free to accompany me ah. S2pid warranty gonna expired soon as well. Shyt, i havent even buy the bus ticket also, cant really decide on which date to go back because i dunnoe how long its gonna take the laptop to be ready.

p/s : Playing wicked songs.

3 Cs

Since the beginning of semester one, i keep on staying back for all sort of nonsence talk and submitting all the crap RJs. All my effort finally paid off. Yea, i know it's not a big deal of clearing CE points, but it's something to me alright? In fact, i have got extra points summore. True mah, i clear them all within my year 1 studies when i'm given 3 yrs time. Hah! At least i don't have to worry much about it anymore, and i can afford CE deduction okay. Anyway, came back home early today compared to my usual days. Faci release the class 30 minutes earlier. The CNY mood had been around the places, but i'm still not feeling it. Every year, Shandy is a must for CNY. It contain super duper hyper extremely low alcohol percentage but, i take it as a part of my CNY tradition already. Goes the best with YuShang. Hmm, gotten a beats earpiece, fake one though. But the sound and all is very nice. I love it. Oh yea, recently kinda obssess with Crabtree and Evelyn.

p/s : some topic are meant to be sealed.

New Year, not at Ipoh Garden.

In just a blink of an eye, it's already 2012 and I'm still in the midst of UT period, at Singapore. Speaking about UT, kinda regret for not getting myself MC for UT2 today. But oh well, on the bright side, at least I faced it instead of avoiding it, right? I mean, whatever grade that I get, I think I really deserved it and I should be proud of it, because I did not get that grade by sneaking my way out. And hey, it takes whole lots of courage to not back out from a guaranteed A okay? Hmm, I’m still on with all my UTs, my IGs, my work, and project A. Well, about my previous project, it didn’t really worked out so now, I named it project A, which obviously is my initial. Project A is still at its development phase but I am working on it, all I need is the right time and the right place. Felt so restless nowadays, and I actually slept at 10pm last night, the day before my UT2. I am really tired and I lost to my sleepiness. Oh well, better skype now, she’s online. Hehes.

p/s : Extravagant challenge & Material queen.

Vent

Sometimes, being an anger venting machine is really nothing to me, as I have short-term memory. So, I don’t really remember stuff and I actually forget about them easily. But, when you’re actually having your final exam, and just to know that your previous grade wasn’t that good, well not what as you expected for the worse, and to be an anger venting object, after that, to receive a complaint from people for something that you’re not responsible for it but nevertheless, you will still have to settle it. Right, in the midst of trying to settle down everything, I would still have to pack for my bag and to do my revision, at the same time, to have some moment for myself. Just felt like, nothing is going on the right track. I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but sometimes all the thoughts and emotions just flood and now being over-flow in your head. I can’t really say things out in any social network, because this would make things ugly. Yea, I can’t do that, shouldn’t do so. Okay, it’s getting better already. Chill.

p/s : stay focus, it’s not helping when you’re distracted.

Some Real Content Post

4months passed since I had come here. So far so good i guess. Some of them might think that I'm always busy and some of them think that I'm always so free that I've got nothing to do. So which is which? Heck care. It doesn't really bother me that much. No matter what, life will just have to move on, right? Hmm, currently having some thoughts on my mind, a plan actually. It wasn't meant to be known to the world until it's stabilized. Yes, it’s all about networking, but not when you haven’t even have a framework to show people, to use your networking and showcase your work. But oh well, things just doesn't worked out as what i wanted it to be, especially when you have partnership instead of solo. Okay, some heart felt moments, i feel lonely. But knowing that I'm not the only one who felt that way, just warm my heart a little. At least i know that I'm not alone. Usually, when this statement goes on to facebook, people will comment all sort of nonsense saying you are not alone right? Yea, if that's the case, why do i still feel that way if you really are by my side? Anyway, that's not the point. Semester break is coming soon. Just one last week of UT3 and I'm outta here, for a while. Not to say anything bad about staying here, but just a saying about how a girl misses her home? No, i am not homesick *trying to deny the fact*. Yea, the pushcart event is over. Good experience, to know that i made such a mistake. Blahahaha.

p/s : earthquake crack nail.