YEAR 2 UT not-so ON!

Gonna have the first UT of year 2 on next Tues. But really, i'm not prepared at all. Got back from the 2 weeks vacation and come back straight away for exam, unprepared. Have to struggle really hard for the daily grades that i aimed for, the faciS aren't liking me this time round. So anyway, things got a little bit better already but here comes another shocking news. The IG advisor said I quitted RP. Like really?! Where did you get that from? He didn't even verify it with me and announce it to the MC team. And now i ended up getting replaced by some other people. This is soooooo.... arghhhhhh. Next, have to adjust with the "new surrounding" in house. The place is actually really nice and i can actually adapt the differences. Thing is, can she really stop sticking her butt in the kitchen every morning when i have to get prepared for school? The place is already crowded, and since you've got nothing much to do in the kitchen as well, can you pleaseeee not cramped the place even more? Especially i have to go in and out of the place frequently. Sooner or later, i swear i'm gonna explode already. On the other hand, if you think i should be bothered by your opinion, then you're not-so right this time. I really appreciate your effort but i really don't need these additional stress at home after all day long in school. I came back home to have some break, not to tensed up myself and make myself on guard 24hrs everyday. The pressure on me with the other people in the house is enough for me to manage already, more than that? Sorry to say but i really cannot take it, because whatever i do, it seems to be so wrong in your eyes. Even if i choose not to do anything, it is still wrong. I don't know what to do anymore. So please forgive me for occasionally showing faces, i didn't really mean it. Alright, better start doing my revision already. It's a mission impossible for me to do so after everyone's home sweet home. Ciao..

incoming war every day and night. you just have to keep fighting and move on. :}

p/s : 未來美在還是未來.

Lazing Around In the Morning

These few days, don't know why keep updating the blog. Am i being too carefree? I think i am, because i am suppose to go for my test later and yet, i'm typing this post. Really don't know how to use my time wisely even though it is last minute revision. What to do? Open book mah, but seriously, there won't be time for me to ''open book'' though. Well, i admit waking up early in the morning because i know that i haven't finish glancing through the 6P's. I just can't bring myself to study them. Especially there's someone sleeping right in front of me. Actually the test starts at 2p.m. but since i am staying like, so freaking far and the "school bus" is not available during school holiday, i gotto advance 2 hours earlier, going to school at 12p.m. That's ridiculous. Even earlier then my usual school hours. Last night, was talking about all the schooling memories, the most exciting part was copying homework from each other. Right, 4 more days and i'm done with my freshmen year. After that, will be having a short break. Let's start to think about what to do during the holiday. Work? I don't know about that, i mean, it seems to be a waste of my sem break. If i really want to work, i might as well stay here and work right? At least the currency will be higher. I miss my gaygayz alot!

look at him! sooo freaking cute. tat's my boy :)

p/s : mystery shopper and branded goods buyer.

Lotus Seed

I'm having my study week right now. Yea, no school, no waking up 6am in the morning, but whole lots of revision. So it's actually something like lotus seed. There's sweetness, yet there's bitterness. Oh well, something that cheer me up is to have lunch with he and she. Had a really good time ever since, don't know how long ago already. Oh and, not to mention those really thoughtful brownies. I actually recall about an old tv series that i would really love to have it as my collection. I saw them on taobao website selling, but i don't know if it's real or not, summore the delivery is only available within China.

4 types of different brownie.

super flavourful cendol. rare to find these over here.

p/s : 苦心莲.

A Cold Valentines Day

Well, the title said it already. It's valentines / forever alone day today. It's very hot here, but two of my beloved (under one roof) is actually having cold war, and I, so happened to be the middle person, also known as 和事姥（姥instead of 佬because i'm ah gal :D ) Anyway, it's kinda ackward but thats okay, things gonna soothe out real soon, I promise. Met my aunt to have dinner outside just now before we headed home. My valentine date this year. Hehehe. She said that she's my substitute of my guy. Hah looks like i will be dating her for some time since all my darling, sweetheart, qing ai de, babe is not with me. That's okay, at least i'm not the only one.

but still, celebrations are still on!

Texting MunWai now while doing my revision. Nah, i'm distracted, that's why i'm here. Hmm, UT coming soon already and i'm so not prepared for it. What to do? Last minute mah, is like this geh lar. Sigh, still need to bring my s2pid laptop to repair when my UT end, i don't even know how to go to the service centre loh. Going there alone, again. Bo lang free to accompany me ah. S2pid warranty gonna expired soon as well. Shyt, i havent even buy the bus ticket also, cant really decide on which date to go back because i dunnoe how long its gonna take the laptop to be ready.

p/s : Playing wicked songs.

3 Cs

Since the beginning of semester one, i keep on staying back for all sort of nonsence talk and submitting all the crap RJs. All my effort finally paid off. Yea, i know it's not a big deal of clearing CE points, but it's something to me alright? In fact, i have got extra points summore. True mah, i clear them all within my year 1 studies when i'm given 3 yrs time. Hah! At least i don't have to worry much about it anymore, and i can afford CE deduction okay. Anyway, came back home early today compared to my usual days. Faci release the class 30 minutes earlier. The CNY mood had been around the places, but i'm still not feeling it. Every year, Shandy is a must for CNY. It contain super duper hyper extremely low alcohol percentage but, i take it as a part of my CNY tradition already. Goes the best with YuShang. Hmm, gotten a beats earpiece, fake one though. But the sound and all is very nice. I love it. Oh yea, recently kinda obssess with Crabtree and Evelyn.

p/s : some topic are meant to be sealed.

New Year, not at Ipoh Garden.

In just a blink of an eye, it's already 2012 and I'm still in the midst of UT period, at Singapore. Speaking about UT, kinda regret for not getting myself MC for UT2 today. But oh well, on the bright side, at least I faced it instead of avoiding it, right? I mean, whatever grade that I get, I think I really deserved it and I should be proud of it, because I did not get that grade by sneaking my way out. And hey, it takes whole lots of courage to not back out from a guaranteed A okay? Hmm, I’m still on with all my UTs, my IGs, my work, and project A. Well, about my previous project, it didn’t really worked out so now, I named it project A, which obviously is my initial. Project A is still at its development phase but I am working on it, all I need is the right time and the right place. Felt so restless nowadays, and I actually slept at 10pm last night, the day before my UT2. I am really tired and I lost to my sleepiness. Oh well, better skype now, she’s online. Hehes.

p/s : Extravagant challenge & Material queen.

Vent

Sometimes, being an anger venting machine is really nothing to me, as I have short-term memory. So, I don’t really remember stuff and I actually forget about them easily. But, when you’re actually having your final exam, and just to know that your previous grade wasn’t that good, well not what as you expected for the worse, and to be an anger venting object, after that, to receive a complaint from people for something that you’re not responsible for it but nevertheless, you will still have to settle it. Right, in the midst of trying to settle down everything, I would still have to pack for my bag and to do my revision, at the same time, to have some moment for myself. Just felt like, nothing is going on the right track. I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but sometimes all the thoughts and emotions just flood and now being over-flow in your head. I can’t really say things out in any social network, because this would make things ugly. Yea, I can’t do that, shouldn’t do so. Okay, it’s getting better already. Chill.

p/s : stay focus, it’s not helping when you’re distracted.