Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Time's Up

Okay, i know it's a little bit lateeee, but Ho Ho Ho, Merry Belated Christmas !! wad? it's kawaii. hmm, anyway, went to my bro's fren's church on tat day. yea actually dun reali intend to go at the beginning but but but, since we're kinda rush to make decision, so we eventually join them. oh btw, it's St.Peter church. we went there just for the drama which turned out quite funny n interesting. well everything goes smooth except for the part we had to go for drive through mcd and eat in the car just becox we're last minute. yea, while ppl happily celebrating x'mas somewhere else, oh i dunnoe, house or outside perhaps? n i gotto rush mcd in the car. niceeee. hmm, how i wish time could stop right now, at this very moment. let me enjoy the silence of the night and embrace wad i've got now. let me solo this very moment for a little while more. i dunnoe bout others but sometimes, i think tat sleeping is a total waste of time especially now. i mean, it's already wednesday. a couple of days more it's 'back to skool' time again. not to mention bout stress but it's reali hard to make a choice when u've got no idea wad options u got. i noe tat it sounds a little out-of-reality but i'm reali in to it. for once in my life tat i could hold on something for so long. i reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali wish tat u could stay out of my mind and stay out of my life, jz like wad u did previously. i dun wanna noe things bout u through other ppl's word. i'm exhausted. ur existance, ur attendance, ur appearance is making me sick, n i'm tired of being sick, as i am sick of it. i dun wanna pretend anymore. i dun wanna continue faking it anymore. i dun wanna get related wif u at all. i felt so disgusted, annoyed, irritated, and polluted. you hurt me with such a simple and short conversation.

p/s : STREAMYX NEVER FAILS TO FAIL ME =) *my dear, we lodging report to u monthly*

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