Triple Digit Post.

Right, since trials is over already = results coming back, started to feel.. hmm, i feel like dunnoe wad to do. i mean, ahh nvm. i oso dunnoe wad i'm typing right now. typo typo typo. i dunnoe wad's happening to me. i hav got no direction, i am lost, seriously. i've got no aim, no goal, no inspiration, no motivation. people keep on asking me wad i wan wad i wan, even me myself oso dunnoe wad i wan, how i answer? suddenly, felt people around me had grown up, only me, still dun bother about anything. sometimes it's not tat i am not bothered bout anything, is just tat dunnoe where and how to start it. okay maybe i do, but it's only available in my thoughts, not action. i noe, my problemS is lazy. i noe lahhh dun hav to remind me bout it. it's not changing anything. well, maybe changing my mood i guess. anyway, still considering to giv it a try n go. ahh why muz life full wif decisions making? i'm always neutral about stuff, n now u wan me to choose? tat's so not gonna happen. guess i'll jz go for majority which back to decisions wif no regrets. okay, gonna make up my mind. get her out of my life. never ever associate wif her. every single second i get close to her, every single second i'm hurting myself.


apart from tat, i find tat nowadays ppl love to die. seriously. i dun understand why do ppl wan to commit suicide so much loh. these kind of ppl are selfish inconsiderate ppl. if u wan to commit suicide, then go ahead lah. u think this world would stop functioning becos of ur death? wake up ppl. u die is ur problem, but dun cause problem to others loh. if u try to burn charcoal or hang urself up inside the house, u will make the house not valueble as it is before jz becos someone died in this house before, and tat is u. if u try to jump off the building, omg pls lah, stop being so disgusting. ur body there wait for hu to clear ah? and ur blood leh? why wan to giv ppl heart attack screaming yelling wasting time to watch u die? if u jump sea, for gudness sake, environmental frenly abit can a not? stop polluting the sea. those underwater creature doesn't reali enjoy having a dead body wif them and wait for it to be found someday somehow. one more thing, if u jz die off like tat, u waste whoeva hu raise u up's $$. beside keeping u survive n having a comfy life, the moment u die off, they hav to go through all the death cert, funeral n stuff. u think it's easy ah? die die die, only noe how to die. got time to think how to die of cox no time to think how to survive properly lahh. for wadeva reason u wan to die, those r excuses. oh yah, if ur commit suicide plan failed, ended up comma, paralyzed, or wadsoeva, see, more troublesome. so ppl, dun die so soon, u wan to die, u oso die wif values. dun die for nthg. n stop making all those scars on ur hand. it's a mark of ......, nthg else.

p/s : i can't believe u forgot our promise.