Happy New Year

2010 finally gone. it's 2011 now. went for countdown. no wait, went to kpo. seriously, i don't recognize people and i just can't remember their names. oh and my friend's mum actually recognize me since primary school, which we've not met for at least 5 years. impressive. anyway, been hanging out and busy with the driving thing. went to iparade on thursday to hang out+use the sushi voucher+sell reference book. and tday went to iparade again for friend's ''NS farewell". lols. since she's leaving to kedah, like tmr. went to k-box and act like a siao char bor. oh and about my first 2hours driving lesson. it was pathetic. that uncle uses part of my 10hrs to fetch his other students to do this and do that. Zzz. i was fine with it actually but later, long story happened and i started very buay song. still, i have to fake it as if i don't mind at all. what a torture. anyway, i still don't have any plan so far. tat means i'm kinda free. but i feel like i got lots of things to do leh. Blah wadeva.

p/s : slow down slow down.

uh huh uh huh.

tat's the ''instructor'' uncle.

Summarize

Ya-ba-ya-ba-doo. uh huh, spm officially over. i guess it's a little wugui for me to say this right now. hmm, merry belated christmas? anyway, had returned my textbooks to the school. last day also want to charge me 50cent for not wrapping the moral book. heck care much. u wun hav 2nd chance to charge me anyway. ahahaha. speaking of it, i'm currently packing up the books for novelhut tmr since i'm going to parade. but come to think of it, i feel so silly to rush for tmr when i can just take my time and do it until saturday. ohmygoodness. oh wait, i'm feeling a leaving school thoughts. i seriously think that buying exercise books are waste of $$. i find many of them also sketch a few pages and that's it, viola, the end. *fine, i know i don't do my homeworkS* but i really feel pitty to the trees loh. all going be recycled. *I CAN FINALLY RECYCLE ALL THE NOTES AND BOOKS!* actually it's not really that exciting though, just being exagerate. yesh! more space for doraemon collection. oh btw, had passed my undang. it was ...... boring. the whole process 99% contains waiting. fortunately i brought my doraemon along. so while people were sleeping / text-ing / sleeping / day-dreaming, i was reading doraemon. hah! almost forgot to mention, i met my primary school friends on that day too. oh yea, don't really have any plan on mind currently for my holiday. should be random i guess. everything seems bored. one more thing. mum+jiejie+me+45minutes+guardian = few hundred bucks fly. up till today, i still can't believe it. 18 more stickers to go for the plushie. anyone collecting guardian's disney plushie sticker thingy? spare me =D oh yea, went for sushi with jiejie recently. back home and saw the RM10 sushi voucher. Zzz. oh well, i'm sensing another sushi meal, real soon. blahahaha. my neighbour is boom boom boom-ing. again. aren't they sick of it? hmm, can't think of anything to update already. back to tidy up the books for sale. i just got a call that my L is done, like 5 minutes ago.

p/s : farewell to be remembered.

b00ks!..

sayonara!..

all box-ed up.

Slightly Catch Up

Ahhh i felt so relieved. well, not because of spm though. hmm, few months ago, i kinda uploaded a picture using imageshack. then i kinda forgotten about it until now. so i was browsing it and found out that it's missing. after googling here and there, it's all because that i didn't register for an account. i nvr knew tat it would go missing. so yea, i was so shocked that i went all mad to try to retrieve that picture knowing tat it's gonna take miracle to get it back though. and so, when i was about to give up, i bet my last hope to my camera hoping that i did not delete it. voila! i didn't. it's saveD and sound just right there. hahaha. thank God. as i'm posting about this silly-of-me incident, some similar memories kinda flash back in my head. i remember the time i left my bracelet on the sofa but i thought i lost it in my room and i went mad searching for it as well. soon i found it after looking up and down in any possible places tat i could think of *yes, i missed the sofa =.=''* oh well. actually, i've been looking forward to print out some photos and get the frame up. you know, just to touch up a lil on the empty wall. oh and to update the photo album like since, hmm few years ago? anyway, about the spm, hmm, it was usual. i'mma having one last paper, econs on 20th of dec. but it doesn't really bother me. oh yea, one more thing, i feel like dedicating a post to someone. yea i know, that person probably will not be reading it and not knowing about it, but i'm kinda having those ''emotional'' moment, in a good way. chaos =)

p/s : i'm not selected for NS. is that yay or nah?..

Friends.

Uh huh. i've added the countdown thingy over there. anyway, some issues have been haunting me for a while and i still can't get rid of it. okay maybe i'm like thsoe kinda ''emo freak'' in school to certain people just because that i don't go to canteen for recess anymore and i act like those 'anti-sosial freak'. oh please. i know i've been giving such impressions to people-who-don't-know-anything-about-me around me *honestly, i'm really approachable de loh, just that u have to make the first step, that's the only condition*, but i think it's leaving impacts to me as well. i mean, recently, i went for one or two recess and i had some old-times moment with my close friends. i mean, they still are my close friends, and forever will be. but it seems like i'm the only one who thinks that way. well, according to them, i think i ruined the friendship that i appreciate very much. 4 years of being seperated in different classes. actually, i don't really see any problem in it because we still see each other everyday in school and recess. and considering the fact that we're having different recess timing, so we're kinda not seeing each other that often and not that close as we are + the factor that we made new friends too. then this year, due to the form 5's block is like miles away from the school canteen and i figured it out that it would be a waste of time and efforts because walking to and flo is time consuming you know? and so, i've decided to just hang around the blocks and skip the canteen part. nonetheless, i now the realised that i'm being so dumb that i could sacrifice that 10 minutes of gathering with my friends during recess time just simply because ...... . well i think everything i'm trying to say to fill in the blank is excuses? i don't know anymore. anyway, now that i'm trying to patch things up, and i sincerely hope that i'm not too late for it. it isn't as easy as it seems though. and why is it so? because we are taking different subject and we ends our spm on different day. 4 best langs at 3 classes. can u believe it? me neither! wondering why am i talking about all these here? it takes a genius to know about it. and that is, they don't read blogs. hahahahahahahaha.

p/s : deactivated facebook account.

The blog that used to be ours, is updated. i think i miss u. went to youtube for 14.02.09 video. am thinking, if we'll ever get back to the past. if u feel the same way as i do.

最真實的一面﹐ 最假的一面

這是我第一次用華語寫部落格。 不知道為什麼突然會有這股衝動﹐我想應該是我懷念以前的日子吧。 還是說﹐我在逃避現實﹐不肯面對。 是害怕別人對我的看法嗎? 其實我並不怎麼在意他人的想法﹐ 那是因為我知道他們都不重要。 無所謂﹐反正不論如何﹐終有一天會過去的。 最近都很煩﹐煩著在想﹐我到底要幹什麼。 就我認識的朋友﹐他們都有自己可以奮鬥的目標。而我呢? 停留在自己的幻想世界中﹐浪費了那麼多的時間﹐到頭來﹐才發現自己還在原地﹐一步也沒有前進。我常常問自己﹐到底是別人影響了我﹐還是什麼其他的原因﹐使我搞地一敗途地呢? 但事實上﹐我自己清楚知道﹐問題在於我。 我沒有恆心﹐我沒有鬥志﹐我沒有目標﹐我沒有堅持﹐我沒有努力﹐我沒有做我應該做的事情﹐我什麼都沒有。 在這世界上﹐我最不希望發生的事情就是令她失望﹐我不要辜負她對我的好﹐對我的期望。 是啊﹐沒錯﹐但是為什麼我總是無法像她一樣﹐放手一博? 我要求不多﹐也不困難。 我只不過要讓她安心﹐放心而已。 這很難嗎? 我不知道。我唯一知道的是﹐我不開心! 我真的真的很不開心! 這句話﹐埋在我心中很久了。我需要的是﹐能讓我談訴心事的人﹐ 認識也好﹐不認識也罷。可是﹐要做到卻實在不容易啊。 表面上﹐我永遠是嘻嘻哈哈的﹐但是﹐在這笑容的背後﹐ 可是掉了多少的眼淚﹐又有誰知道呢? 沒有希望﹐就不會有失望了。 倒不如早點來個了斷﹐ 至少不會傷心難過。 不想繼續了﹐ 都不知道要說些什麼。 大概﹐是我無話可說了吧。 就連我自己也頂不順我自己。 我這回可真的是徹徹底底的輸了。

Simply Comedy

Car broke down. again. that's all i got to say. 7 days gones. raya also over already. what's more? a whole YARD of b.l.a.n.k. homework waiting for me to fill in. and no, i have not started any of it yet. so please don't bother to ask me. blahhh. don't know want to go for resident's evil a not tomorrow. i feel guilty for abandoning my homework. yes, i do. don't doubt me. have some confident on me alright? i'mma g.o.o.d student. but i never bother about them at all until the moment i walk into class and see people siao copying answers. and so, being so considerate of not being a saddist, i decided to join in the fun, copy =) and yea, something to be happy about, jiejie's coming back. and something to sad about, nothing yet. hmm, currently watching an old 2005 korean drama. hais regreted for not watching it that time. what? that show was a hit and i don't think lacking of a viewer, me will actually make any changes. and i don't really like to follow the trend. so, yea. i'm watching it 5 years later. hahahah. Holiday. people tend to complain about it for being boring and all. but i don't see the point of complainning it loh. i mean, yes holiday is boring. especially the part staying at house having shift to use the internet. *that's me.* but still, you just can't deny the fact that you love lseeping all the way till noon and rot your day by simply doing nothing right? compare to the school days, of course. oh yea, i just remember that i haven't doraemon yet this holiday. ahh my short-term-memory is getting serious, seriously. hmm, drama and doraemon, choose one. i pick drama. just have to admit that i'm h.i.g.h watching dramaS. hehes. my holiday ahh? i think the most meaningful and probably the most not embarassing, is to have some real thought about what to do with my sticky notes that i bought. and the fact is, i am still have got no idea with it. but one thing is, i feel like my $$ wasted only. hahahahaha.

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